Friday, December 31, 2010

So, not exactly an exciting story, but something to write about none the less. Kylie stayed the night at her grandparents on Tuesday. There was a storm coming in, but we figured it was no big deal. Anytime they get snow, CalTrans usually keeps the roads pretty clear, not to mention we would have the truck. Well, we went to meet them at the top of the hill on 178, and about 2 miles from our meeting destination, we hit black ice. Matthew is a great driver, he stayed calm and handled it the best he could. When we started fishtailing, I said "Oh Shit!" and my mind was thinking, this isnt really happening...its weird how even in the middle of something tradgic, you still dont believe that its happening. The back end of the driver side hit the mountain, we slide a little ways before the truck spun a 360 and our front end was in the hill. Immediately Matthew and I were checking on eachother to make sure we were okay. I was so dizzy and disoriented, but I knew that I was okay...heck, I wasnt even worried about my self at all...I was so scared that my husband was hurt. At the first impact, my face hit the passager window, and possibly something else, I dont remember hitting anything other than the window, but I ended up with a black eye and a small cut on my eyelid. That couldnt have been caused by hitting the window alone. We thought I broke my hand, but its just pretty bruised. Thankfully, thats all that happend. A few bumps and bruises and whiplash. As soon as Matthew knew I was okay, he freaked out telling me to get out of the truck. I didnt know why, I was afraid that he smelt gas, or thought the airbags would deploy, so I was hessitant because I wanted him to get out of there also. I later found out that he didnt want someone to come around the turn, not see the truck sticking out in the road and hit us with me in it. It was windy and snowing. It was only 6pm, but felt like 10...dark and freezing. I was standing by myself, feeling scared, alone, and relieved all at the same time. My husband and I were okay, and our daughter wasnt in the truck. Lucky lucky lucky. I couldnt have been more relieved about all that. It was still very scary. A man pulled up, asked if we were okay, we asked him to let the white car at the top of the hill that we were in an accident, okay, but they needed to come get us. Shortly after that, a lady pulled up and gave us a jacket to stay warm. My in laws showed up and I got in the car and started crying because I was so happy to see my baby girl. My hands were icicles, so I couldnt touch her, but that was okay. I wanted Matthew to get in the car and get warm, but he was outside directing traffic and being his typical self...stubborn busy body. My in laws took Kylie and I home, Matthew waited with the Police Officer for the tow truck to arrive. When they got home with the truck, we decided that it would be best, insurance wise, to have him take the truck to the yard rather than do it later. Pretty sure the truck is totalled...honestly, we hope it is. We have Gap protection on it, so they will just pay it off and we wont have to make payments on a vehicle we arent even driving. Ironic...we were trying to sell it. The other crazy thing is that Matthew is the fourth officer in his station to get into an accident. Four people in 2 months...what kind of voodoo is on that department?

Anyway, we are safe at home. Our daughter is crazy, she is trying so hard to walk. She keeps saying Momma and daddy has been trying so hard for her to say Dada. When he says, "Say Dada." she says "Momma." *giggle* She has a cold, which is making her miserable...on top of teething. I wish there was more that we could do for her, but sadly, its just something we have to ride out. Gotta go...cranky pants is at it again...

Sunday, December 26, 2010

1st Christmas



Kylie had a wonderful first Christmas. Unfortunately, today, she is very cranky and I don't have time to write all about it. She got a lot of great gifts and so much love from all our friends and family. Its been a very chaotic holiday, and I'm relieved that its over, but it was so much fun watching my daughter bust into her presents. My family is my best gift Ever! I couldn't ask for more. Merry Christmas everyone!

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Not enough minutes in the day...

Shoot, I have fallen so behind on my blogs, I don't even know where to begin. So much has happened. Kylie has mastered crawling, but still isn't satisfied with the form of transportation. My determined little bug wants so badly to walk...I say, "Take your time! No need for rushing."
Here's the thing, not that she is mobil, I'm on more of a constant alert than before. She is stressing me out less about the fireplace, mostly because she is less clumsy and she sits on it more than trying to stand on it. But her newest infatuation is the entertainment center. Now its not just the movies, she wants to get the Xbox and pull herself up. Ridiculous! She is growing so fast...right before our eyes. As of yesterday, my sweet girl says "momma" *smiling proudly ear to ear* I'm working on trying to get her to say "Dada".
With the holidays just around the corner, I have been feeling overwhelmed and a little stressed. But, things will work out...they always do. I am officially a stay home mom, and although I'm relieved to have one less thing on my mind all the time (work) being a mother, as all moms know, is a 24/7 job...and its exhausting. I enjoy it most days, but there are those days where you just want a break. A break from dishes, laundry, cleaning, and taking care of a mobile 7mo old...who recently has had some very cranky days. Teething...not so much my best friend. The constant fidgeting and playing while eating...super annoying. At this rate, "No" and "Stop" are words she will be saying soon.
Personality...galore! She is definitely our daughter...I especially see her dad in her behavior. What a character, I love it!
Well, I honestly don't know whatelse to write...so much has happened since I last blogged, these were the few things that stood out in my mind. Kylie is a beautiful baby, too quickly becoming a gorgeous girl. I'm thankful to be a stay at home mom, I get to see every milestone and cherish every moment...
Until the next time I have spare time to write...

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Sunday, December 5, 2010

spaghetti on my mind?

Last night (or should I say this morning) Kylie lost her sizzle at 1:30am, I got up, took care of her, and when I layed back in bed I felt wide awake. So my mind, my stupid restless mind, began to ramble. I was thinking about how I was going to make spaghetti for dinner and what I would need to get from the store...apparently that lead to that children's song, the one about the meatball that falls on the floor and rolls out the door. I imagined Kylie about 3 years old and we were singing that song when at the end, after the meatball rolls out the door, Kylie asks what happened after that, I told her,"It rolled into the street, got ran over by a car, and *clapped hands* SPLAT, it became a hamburger patty." So this song replayed in my head (possible because I don't know all the words) over and over until I finally fell back to sleep around 3am.

On another note, update on Kylie, she is officially mobile and getting into everything *laughing*. But I love it. One thing I'm not real fond of, raspberries during eating time. Oh my...its cute while we are just playing, but spitting food at me...not so cute. Yet it does make me want to chuckle a little bit, but I have to keep serious when I scold her so she knows I mean business. Just this morning her daddy had to walk away cause he couldn't hold it. Kids are to funny.

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Saturday, December 4, 2010

crawling

My little girl doesn't seem so little anymore. She is growing so fast. She crawled to the Christmas tree and got ahold of one of her cousins presents, then she crawled to the DVDs...and we can't really get on to her about getting into things she shouldn't because she is learning and achieving mobility. I do tell her no when she starts grabbing the DVDs and move her back to the middle of the living room, I just hope she understands what I'm saying no to *giggle*. It just makes me so proud. The other, night she discovered how to get from the crawling position to sitting on her butt all by herself, as well as standing up with her hands on the ground, toy, or mommas tummy. She is becoming more stable as she stands near or holding myself or the couch without help...I just can't believe she is able to do all this already. It feels like she was just born a month ago...but its really been 7 months???

Anyway, last night we went to the Winter Wonderland. Kylie met Santa. It was a lot of fun. A lovely family outing.

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Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Pinkeye EVERYWHERE

Thanks to Kylie's superb sharing skills, mommy got stinkin Pinkeye *giggle*. I love you bug, and its very nice to share, but you don't have to share things like that, k pumpkin? So, now I'm in the process of sanitizing everything. All the blankets washed, check...the counter tops and tables disinfected, check. Why does Conjunctivitis have to be so dang contagious?